Grieving

I actually wrote this in a notebook a while back, and wasn't sure if I wanted to post it. Obviously, I decided to.

I hits you when you least expect it. Before you can brace yourself a wave filled with past moments, happy and sad, crashes over you. Suddenly the void in your life becomes so pronounced that for a few moments it totally engulfs you. The only thought in your mind is, "I miss my grandma." But just as quickly you place the cover back on the void and move forward. You'll get used to it eventually. You have to, because Grandma is not coming back.